So, I guess I know this day was coming. I’m kinda abandoning yet one of my dearest projects: This blog!
I have been consumed for the past two years, not trying to forget, but using all possible painkillers for my mind and my feelings. Tried not to get lost in the ocean of sorrow that only the youth who experienced having their dreams getting bigger and brighter only to witness them becoming nightmares. There’s a special layer of sadness among us that only us could understand in total silence. Those who haven’t been detained yet, are trying to survive everyday. I salute them, and I salute myself, for I am one of them.
I am not saying I’m a wreck, on the contrary, I think I may be in the very process of rebuilding myself. Focusing more on what I need, what I want, and who I am. I’m glad I’m not alone in this, and I’m grateful.
I will do my very best to get back to writing, for I discovered, that without it I constantly feel that my soul is lacking something. But in order to return to writing, I need to temporarily let go of the ghosts of the past, and start a new journey of looking and reflecting on stuff that matters today. The past will forever be imprinted in my heart, but I can’t let it pull me in a dark hole. I have to let go, but never forget, and never stop dreaming big of the day we go beyond the barricade to find the world we want to see… when tomorrow comes.
I will be blogging here, in case you’re still willing -foolishly- to follow me.